Tuesday, April 21, 2015

Mr.K ku kaku

Last sunday I met Mr.K. . We met at TBS. He is all the way from Terengganu heading to land below the wind. I fetch him and send him to klia2. The last time we met was about 10months ago during our friend wedding ceremony. And the story began...

Few weeks after the wedding reception, I received a wassap from Mr.K.  What a surprise to receive a text msg from him. It's around 8am when m on my way to work, in the train. So we chit chat for a while, while waiting to arrive at my station. Just a common text, how r u, how do u do, have u take ur breakfast, etc. And after that we seems to be quite close to each other. Until there is one time I received a msg from wechat. It was him. Saying I love you to me. At that time I tot he's joking. Few weeks later I still received the same text. I was so scared to received that such msg, somemore he's my fren. That thing doesn't stopped there. He kept texting me that words. I felt something not right. And I screencapt the mesej and forward to his wassap. Guess what he's saying? He said that wasn't him. Maybe someone used his wechat. Haha. So funny izzit? How come others can use your wechat? Unless, u let them play with ur phone. That will makes sense a bit lar. Since that day he shy2 to mesej me. I also shy2 to mesej him. Im not sure why m so shy. Do i love him? Or just filled my leisure time? Time flies so fast.

And last sunday we met. Few days before, he told me he wants to come to kl. I asked him why? Then he replied he wants to go back to hometown on Monday. Then without any delay I offered him to send him to epot. Hahhahaha.. tak malu me. Luckily he didn't reject my offer. If not sure malu besar punya. Then on Monday he fly back to his hometown. 1st flight in the morning. He sempat text me b4 take off to take care of myself. So sweet... hahaha.. Then at nite he text me.. we chit chat untill 11 kot. My eyes ngantuk edy. But then, today, he did not text me pon. Not a single text. M waiting for him. Aiyoooo.. so sad la like this.

Not sure whether he is the one or not. Dowan to mengharap so much. Dowan to jual mahal too much. Hahaha..

Ok Mr.K. . I hope u were fine there. Forget me not ya!

Much love, xoxo

Thursday, April 16, 2015

The Dare Game

Jam 2.50pm. Ngantuk sangat. Al maklum la lepas makan tengah hari.. sejuk lagi tu..haruslah ngantuk. hihihi.
Kelmarin cik bunga dapat mesej dari kawan cik bunga kat facebook. Ade "Dare Game" namanya. Bese la kalo dah cmtu, berantai2 la jadinye. orang ni pass org tu. org tu pas orang ni. Game die camni:

Ok The DARE game - Now ur turn. U became a part of d game.U shud have never commented or liked my status. D person who likes or comments on my status must choose one of d following phrases & post it on their own FACEBOOK WALL for 24 hours1. I've been in 42 different relationships.2. My mom arranged me for a blind date.3. I hate him4. I still love my ex.5. I decided to be a gay/lesbian.6. I like her, bt cant tell her7. I want a baby.8. she diched me but i won't9. I'm getting married.10. never thought my wedding would be fixed so soon...... atleast they should hav asked me11. I think I like someone, what should I do.12. I am going to confess something, support me.Note: you can only choose one of these sentences, no explanation,no comment. When someone comments or likes your status,send this message to him/her. you must do it and please keep the secret. Don't break it's a game. Note: you should not explain anything, just post and leave it for at least a day. No killjoys allowed. U r trapped now. Have fun



At first, Cik Bunga nak pilih nombor 4, tapi bila pikir balik, nanti ramai pulak yang akan komen, tanya itu ini. So to make it easy, cik bunga pon pilih la nombor 12 tu.

Then Cik Bunga terpikir sesuatu. Kenapa susah sangat cik bunga nak lupakan ex cik bunga tu. Padahal dia tak ensem, muka jawa, tak romantik, tak cerah, tak berapa nak tinggi bagi seorang lelaki. Cik Bunga terdiam sebentar memikir. Then, poofffff!! Cik Bunga dah dapat jawapan kenapa. Sebab, dia adalah satu2nya lelaki yang Cik Bunga suka bukan kerana ensem, bukan kerana harta bukan kerana keturunan. Cik Bunga terjatuh hati kat dia dsebabkan peribadi dia, kesantunan dia. Hanya kerana Assalamualaikum, cik bunga terus jatuh hati kat dia. Nope, bukan salam yang nak ngorat tu. Bukan. Ni dia kasi salam masa nak masok kereta pakteh. Masa tu kami nak pergi tuition kat shah alam seksyen 7. Ayah dia xdapat hantar sebab ada hal laen. So dia terpaksa tompang pakteh, Masa tu cik Bunga tompang rumah makteh sebab join tuition add math seminggu.

So sekarang ni, kalau ada mana2 jejaka yang mampu tambat hati cik Bunga melalui peribadi, jejaka itulah yang akan cik bunga pilih. InsyaAllah. Cik bunga dah penat memandang rupa, harta, pangkat.. Kalau di izinkan Allah, cik bunga nak suami yang taat kpd agama, hormat orang tua, hormat wanita, bertanggungjawab, rajin mencari rezeki yang halal lagi berkat.

Sekian......

p/s: ex cik bunga tu A.S.A.S..

Wednesday, April 15, 2015

Bila tiba masanya..

fuh fuh fuhh.

Bersarang blog Cik Bunga. 4bulan tinggai camtu ja. eh eh awat ampa ckp utagha ni cik bunga oi. takdak pa la... saja ja..

ok. harini 15.4.15. Takde apa yg berlaku pon. Biasa2 je.

Bulan lepas, cik bunga ada la 'berkenalan' dgn sorang mamat ni. Actually cik bunga dah lama kenai dia sbb dia adalah ex-bf bff cik bunga. hamek kaw. Depa pernah bercinta long time ago masa cik bunga kat University lagi. Depa pernah mai rumah cik bunga untuk beraya masa tahun 2010 kalo tak silap. Dan dari situ la cik bunga kenai mamat (Mr H) ni. Sejak dari tu, kami selalu gak la berhubung via FB. Pastu dsebabkan busy study, dia pon dah start new sem, kami pon jarang la berhubung. Sekadar like2 picture kat FB masing2. Sampai la satu hari tu bff cik bunga cakap depa dah break off. Cik bunga tak terkejut pon sebab dari pandangan mata perempuan cik bunga ni, cik tau Mr H ni seorang sweet talker and ramai kawan perempuan. Sbb apa cik tau? Sbb dia pernah nak mengayat cik bunga, sedangkan masa tu dia masih lagi bf bff cik bunga. ok selesai part tu.

Then selepas depa dah berpisah, ada gak la sekali sekala Mr H pm cik bunga kat FB. Tanya2 khabar sambil cucuk jarum. Unfortunately tak mengena sbb terus terang cik bunga nak habaq mai, dia bukanlah lelaki idaman cik bunga. And then 15.3.15 yang lepas, Ahad, kurang lebih jam 10malam cik bunga dapat 1 msg dari Mr H dr Fb. Bertanya khabar. Ntah macam mana tetiba Mr H berani mati confess kat cik bunga yang dia selama ni ada hati kat cik bunga, Cik bunga tak terkejut, sbb dah dapat agak. Yes, as I said before, he is sweettalker, isn't it? Pastu cik bunga pon cakap la kat dia, boleh je kalau nak berkenal-kenalan dulu. Pastu dia pon mintak la no,fon cik bunga. Dan2 x smpai 5menit, cik bunga dapat wassap dari unknown number. Mr H rupanya. kami pon start la mesej2 everyday, day and night for abt two weeks. Dalam 2weeks tu cik bunga dapat la mengenali dia ckt. then lepas tu, cik bunga busy ngan kerja. lama kelamaan cik bunga terasa sesuatu dengan perasaan cik bunga.  Cik bunga rasa macam dah tak suka Mr H.. Mr H pulak kerap wasap cik bunga, tapi cik bunga tak reply. kalau reply pon lambat and pendek2 je.. Nampak kejam bukan? Ntah la.. Sepanjang 2minggu kenal2 ngn Mr H, cik bunga rasa x sedap. u know.. perasaan yang aneh bila berkawan dengan seseorang. aneh yg bukan bunga2. aneh yang macam in doubt. I don't think he will be a good husband to me. Maybe to others. Me also not a good partner. I need someone who can accept me for who I am. The one yang takkan take on advantage of me. Respect me as a Woman. Love me with all his heart., Responsible. Tak kaya takpa asalkan rajin mencari rezeki yang halal lagi berkat. Yang bukan bangun pukul seratus. Bonus kalo die tinggi, cerah, hensem. Hehehe.